Last June, I seem to have only managed to clear 50% of my to do's. Let's aim to do more than that this month! Yeah! So here's this month's to do list.

To do's left over from last June:

• Design a layout for my scanslation site and move it to my domain
• Scanslate new Junjou Romantica chapter!
• Put tabs on my Perry's Chemical Engineer's Handbook! (I borrowed Maika's instead)
• Learn a new piano piece! (I really need to practice)

And more to do's for this month:

• Finish translating for my part-time job.
• Make at least 3 new additions to my 100 themes project.
• Make my own moods theme feat. Ohmiya~ ♥
• Upload more userpics!
• Cover my review notebook.
• Lose weight! (I'll measure after the end of the month)
• Finish another PSP game! (I finished SH Homecoming for PC, I suppose that'll do)
• Organize and clean up my photobucket.
• Buy Laptop sleeve for my Lappy, Panpan! :)
• Learn at least 30 new Kanji characters :D (I haven't counted them, but translating 6 episodes.. XD)

Well, that's it for now. Let's do our best again this month! YOSH! :)

Yeah.. Haven't been posting anything lately, nor have I been doing anything productive.. Just been sleeping, eating, downloading and watching JE videos and playing the Sims 3 for me lately.. I don't know if it's the weather, or I just reached some sort of slump or whatnot, but I just can't seem to get myself to do anything these days...

Is it the cold weather? Was it something I ate? Don't I have enough sleep? Have I reached a burnout?

I'm not really sure.. but I just feel generally lethargic and lazy.. Looks like I have to rely on tomorrow to get things done. 

Chikaimasu~ Ashita de kicchiri yarimasu! XD

I have to apologize to me, for not being able to keep my daily schedule recently, but I promise, we'll get back on track, Seth! :D Starting today! :)

So thursday is here dubbed random day, wherein I can post anything I want.. as long as I just post something. For today, because 'twas half of the day was fun, and half of it I was stressed on the verge of tears, there are just somethings I wondered about.

Embarrassment. Yep. I'm not sure if I rarely encounter this particular emotion, but I do rarely encounter really traumatizing degrees of embarrassment.. (but for other people, it's nothing.) Anyway, today's encounter was my stupidly walking into a mirror thinking it was a hallway (I think I actually tried walking into it twice..) and even mistaking my reflection as another person.. saying 'ay excuse me' and bumping my head on the mirror. Yeah, talk about stupidity.

I'm not sure still what I'm still afraid of.. Maybe I just don't want people to laugh at me. I surely don't want to be laughed at.. I am pretty certain I'd cry, and if I do, I'd just get more embarrassed, and cry some more, and get more embarrassed some more... and I wouldn't know how to face people after that. I've had a lot of experiences with that during my elementary (even pouring into highschool) days.. and I definitely don't want to experience that again..

Another thing that stressed me.. people not listening to me. I'm always very shocked when I say something then it just gets overlapped by someone else's words or the topic just changes without any reaction on what I said.. I'm a very good listener (at least I think so) simply because I don't want my words to be ignored either.. but they still seem to be.. maybe it is also the reason why I'm not someone who just goes out and says what's on my mind.. I always make sure that it would be interesting to the listener (but sometimes it does fail..) I just hate it when what I say is ignored.. it hurts a bit..

Ah anyway.. I just got distracted with all these Arashi quizzes in facebook.. so I'll just leave this as is..

*clicks Post to swarmnovacoil*

Sesu Random Fact #3: Sesu likes glasses.

I'm not sure where it rooted from, or when it started, but for me, wearing glasses adds charm to some men (meaning, if they're kinda cute, they're suddenly totally cute when they wear glasses! But it doesn't work if they're not cute in the first place..)

It might be that there is focus around the eyes, but then I'm not really one who finds 'eyes' as charm points.. in fact, I'm not even good at eye contact. There are only a handful of people I can look straight in the eye.. and only a few people I can look at often while talking..

So it's probably because of the nerdiness/geekiness. I'm a sucker for intelligent cute guys. That's why the ones I end up liking in anime, or even in Johnny's are the ones with intelligent characters.. like Nino (he might not have the academic background to prove it, but from the way he speaks, and the way he thinks.. you just know that he's clever. ♥) and Sho-chan (especially after seeing his SCP interview.. being able to use analogies mean an analyzing mind. ♥) Tegoshi has a plus because he got in Waseda. XD

And that is exactly why my LJ avatar is Nino in glasses~ I mean, what could be better than Nino, but Nino in glasses! (Nino with Ohno or Sho is also another good answer. Ohmiya and Sakumiya FTW! ♥

[EDIT] Ah! I think I know where it came from! First ex-san also had a glasses fetish, and made me realize that I also had it. XD

Got Tagged by Suzy in facebook. Crossposting here since I didn't manage to post anything yesterday (because me and Dianne were too busy drowning in Arashi goodness. XD)

The Real RULES:
1. Put your iPod on shuffle. [mine will be Winamp. XD]
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 20 friends (make me the last so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Life Goes On - Arashi
(Yes, just like what they say in Meet the Robinsons.. Keep Moving Forward!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
A Day in Our Life - Arashi
(Wonder what this means.. I'm just normal? XD)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Baby! Be My Baby! - NEWS
(Someone who'll be mine I suppose?)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Still - Arashi
(Still.. still..?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Crazy Moon ~Kimi.wa.Muteki~ - Arashi
(I can't quite explain this, but it's totally how I feel also.. )

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Yubiwa - Yamashita Tomohisa
(huh? My motto is.. ring finger?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dive into the Future - Arashi
(Yes~ dive into the future! Always look forward!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Believe - Arashi
(Hmm.. Yatterman?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Truth - Arashi
(Yes.. I think about the truth very often indeed. XD)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Firefly - Arashi

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Be with You - Arashi
(I guess I'd want to be with them, if ever I did have a best friend. XD)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Moshimo Boku wa Pochi Dattara... - Tegomasu
(But I don't want to be a pet!! T_T)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Akai Hana - NEWS
(Red flowers.. appropriate I suppose?)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PIKA★★NCHI DOUBLE - Arashi
(I really wanted A.RA.SHI, but I don't have an mp3 of it yet.. You are my soul soul itsumo sugu soba ni aru~)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
We can make it! - Arashi
(Yes, because it'll be hard to make it without me! MWAHAHA! >D)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Do My Best - Arashi
(I suppose, anything basta I can do my best? XD)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Kiss ~Kaerimichi no Love Song~ - Tegomass
(Well this doesn't make any sense.. but then there's a line in the song 'If the world were to end..' so maybe the end of the world? :P)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Good News! - NEWS
(Why would I keep good news a secret, I wonder..)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
LoveXXX - Yamashita Tomohisa
(er... what??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
High Ten! - NEWS

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
LIFE - Arashi

I just took a peek at my friendster account's bulletin board and got this Survey..

♣ Think of one person you wish you were lying in bed with, what is the first thing that comes to mind?
` Hmm.. Oh-chan? ♥ XD

♣ Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
` Eyes

♣ Medicine, fine arts, or law?
` ENGINEERING!! XD

♣ Best kind of pizza?
` I don't eat pizza..

♣ Is your password about a girl/boy?
` oohh.. I say it's about a boy.. a prancing Japanese boy.. XD

♣ What do you think about people who party a lot?
` Hmm.. It doesn't bother me, but I'd prefer to be someone who doesn't party a lot..

♣ Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
` What's a Hollister?

♣ Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
` Does Panpan count? Or my parents?

♣ Miss someone?
` I miss them elbi peeps! XD

♣ What color are your eyes?
` Dark Brown

♣ Was it a boy or girl who texted you last?
` I'm actually not sure.. it was a wrong send..

♣ Do you wear glasses?
` Nope. But I like it when really cute guys do. ♥

♣ Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
` Yep. XD

♣ Do you have a worst enemy?
` Hmmm.. I'm not sure about enemy, but there are certain people I just don't like.

♣ Do you like canada?
` Hmm.. I can't say I like it, but I can't say I don't..

♣ Who do you live with?
` My sister.

♣ Is money important to you?
` Well, of course it is! But it's NOT the MOST important..

♣ Are you interested in anyone?
` Well, besides the JE boyz, not anyone in particular..

♣ Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
` I'm not one to easily forgive anyone who's done something as grave as cheating..

♣ Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
` Does Arashi count? If it's just one person.. it'll have to be.. Oh-chan. ♥

♣ Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
` I've mostly been happy, and a bit angry..

♣ Your plans for this coming Friday?
` Friday.. none. Probably translating something for my part-time job.

♣ Have you ever gone to court?
` Nope.

♣ Do you get shy around the guy or girl you like?
` Yeah.. but I also get weirdly aggressive sometimes.. I'm rather aggressive when it comes to a guy I like.. (that's why I've never experienced 'panliligaw' LOL)

♣ What was the best thing that happened to you today?
` That the instructor today was very good at teaching! A good mix of humor in lecture is always good. :) And that Steph still managed to come after lunch. Hehe.

♣ Are you currently sick or healthy?
` Sleepy.. I mean healthy~ yeah.

♣ What is the last thing you drank?
` Melon Milk!

♣ When was the last time you hugged someone?
` A couple of hours ago.. I hugged my dad. :)

♣ Are you sarcastic?
` Either when I'm trying to make people laugh, or when I'm pissed off.

♣ Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
` Ohhh.. I KNOW that thousands of other fangirls like the same person I do. XD

♣ Got anything you wanna say to someone?
` Hmm.. I'd like to ask Arashi a lot of things.. (yes, they're all what's occupying my mind lately.. :P)

♣ Do you sleep with the light on or off?
` They're off, but either my laptop or the TV would stay on..

♣ Do you like the rain?
` Yeah, unless I have to walk.. my feet gets all muddy..

♣ Say your last ex runs up to you and hugs you, what do you do?
` Depends on which ex. I think I'll be okay with being hugged by one of them, and I'll get pissed off if the other one hugs me.

♣ What are you listening to right now?
` Daite Senorita - Yamashita Tomohisa

♣ Have you ever received something cute from a person of the opposite sex?
` Hmm, seeing as I have two ex's, yes. I have received some cute stuff from a male.

I don't want to post anymore! DAMNIT ALL! T___T

why doesn't LJ have a friggin' auto-save feature?!?! 

I already had a post all typed up.. and.. *random click somewhere* POOF! POST IS GONE!

I'm waaaay too tired to repeat that post again. Maybe when I'm not feelin' so pissed anymore, I'll try to write it down again.

Shit. Not only did I forget what to post.. but I already had something to post, but clicked some link by accident and.. VOILA! POST DELETED! T_T

ah well. here's some Ohmiya instead. :D




Looks like MatsuJun wants some of Leader too! :P Nino is left speechless.




But Leader refuses. Yay for Ohmiya! ♥




And back to that pic of Ohmiya goodness for good measure. ♥



Yup. That's it for today's post. MWAHAHAHAHA!